It is not hopelessness – no

it is just that it is not an issue anymore. satiety maybe – contentment; unneccessary.

not panting over it again as a dog – just fine! i can’t explain the feeling

but is not hopelessness because if it were then i will be angry at him and hateful and bitter.

desirelessness, nowhere to go. just here.

my muladar my muladar.

what will i do with him? what?There’s no desire anymore (no place to go – no ambition; nothing)

no man cravings! just here

the passion is finished. all drained

no more hankering

what will i do with him?


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