It is not hopelessness – no
it is just that it is not an issue anymore. satiety maybe – contentment; unneccessary.
not panting over it again as a dog – just fine! i can’t explain the feeling
but is not hopelessness because if it were then i will be angry at him and hateful and bitter.
desirelessness, nowhere to go. just here.
my muladar my muladar.
what will i do with him? what?There’s no desire anymore (no place to go – no ambition; nothing)
no man cravings! just here
the passion is finished. all drained
no more hankering
what will i do with him?